This afternoon

I think i am tiered,body is not reacting to my thoughts
Brain is feeling some strange stress or laziness::)
looking ahesd i've work to finish..not getting a mood to sit
Thought music may help ,it could't...
but am at ease jst floating....
let it finish then i'll recharge myself
i shld..

Feels so fresh today....yesterday was so hectic...went home and slept like a pig...
yes from today am starting the practice for being alone ..!!!sounds funny ahhh??
yes am doing that woke up around 11...first thing stuck me was the book..Its Not about the bike by lance amstrog...God that guy got enogh to strike against cancer it was gud; then started thinking about cancer ,pain nd all..suddenly i felt like shit ..i know tht will come according to me everything is shit ..god help me hihihi..
nothing more came to office alone had lunch alone...things u shld spend some time alone with u ,u and only u....its kind of gud...u can feel the changes thats happening within u....but onething am confused is whr am going ..i seriously dont have controle over my things..even i dont want to have but it scares me...ne ways...cheers again to me me and only me..:))))