Just went to church I was running from house to reach there..now I could see her shoes outside I waited to enter the church door .when I got inside saw her sitting inside church all alone lookin @ mother mary’s statue just went to her she looked back I smiled and said “good morning” then I went to my knees and prayed, was praying for all of my friends family then I got up,she said” ll go?” I did’t hv anything to say coz inside I did’t want to leav just wanted to sit there the whole day,at the stairs simply talking abt those usual topics that we had. Which is not going to happen anymore.
Why do people meet?…I was telling her yesterday at last we all end up only with your life
And she was telling I just wanted to be travelers just roam here nd there . hmmm.. I always amazed on that craziness ,that openness.
We slowly walked outside of church and sat on the stairs again she started imitating me the way I play with my hair,the jackfruit tree next..all the nice time we had was going through my eyes like a movie..i felt like am letting leave something very close to me… may be yes may be no..
Then I said I’ll miss you yaar…she replied I’ll miss you too ..
I know I’ll miss many things…
But still now am standing at the church gate waving hand to her she was looking back from rick but I did’t have anything to say because inside I did’t want to leave just wanted to sit there the whole day,at the stairs simply talking abt those usual topics that we had. Which is not going to happen anymore.
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
Thursday, June 08, 2006
my-dear friend... sorry for u
I felt so bad today
cos one of my very close friend who was workin here for around 3 yrs has resignd..
and something tht shld not hppn hppndon his last day..
this gets me how dirty te life is..
all society has become self oriented,
my problems,my egos,my my my..thts it nothing beyond tht........
once bijesh told me tht our life has become money centric...
it is...it is a kind of celf centric equipment th we use to fullfilll our things..
we need it for our stuffs..whn it comes to others matters money is too hard for us...
no matter how much u think nd hate it it is..
truth is to hell with this self centric world wht else can i do...
llok out for ur own benifits thts te only thing u can do...
if u care for smallll things in life ur goin to wastebasket....
coz tht wont fetch u money or revenge...
its high time for me to concentrate on tht..
cos one of my very close friend who was workin here for around 3 yrs has resignd..
and something tht shld not hppn hppndon his last day..
this gets me how dirty te life is..
all society has become self oriented,
my problems,my egos,my my my..thts it nothing beyond tht........
once bijesh told me tht our life has become money centric...
it is...it is a kind of celf centric equipment th we use to fullfilll our things..
we need it for our stuffs..whn it comes to others matters money is too hard for us...
no matter how much u think nd hate it it is..
truth is to hell with this self centric world wht else can i do...
llok out for ur own benifits thts te only thing u can do...
if u care for smallll things in life ur goin to wastebasket....
coz tht wont fetch u money or revenge...
its high time for me to concentrate on tht..
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