Wednesday, September 30, 2009

An ambitious love letter..

People are so strange..What do they think..?What do they believe..?
I have no idea. Do you think that you understand someone perfectly? If so then you are mistaken my friend.
What’s it that we need to understand? Is there a particular thought which everyone process? Black magic stuff.
I wander around to find this meaning again..People I meet, things I share all becomes a burden sometimes later.
Who is it that you can rely on anytime..?..Is there a soul mate (this isn’t about a soul mate .I know I may sound
Like Richard back.)..No that’s not the worry..Or is there any need to get worried about it?

Everyone tend to pour their insecurities, their worries on to someone whom they trust..That’s what all humans do.
some don’t share it because they are too much worried about the world. Some do that because they want to get rid of it.
But you should not share your insecurities or worries to anyone..That is yours..Only you are the master of it..And
Only you can command it. When you forget that you are the master then is the real worry! You are upset..you don’t get
sleep at night,u shiver,you cry,you make yourself shit!!..And by the time you realize and try to come back to life.
It’s so late dude!!..

This is't about coming back to life because I know I have lost it..I am no more in search of light at end of the tunnel.
the one who made me believe, the one who made me feel hmm!!...It killed the thirst of mine with a shining
Metal sword. It pierced my thought for a snow white dream!!..I was lyin on the floor without head.
And you won the battle.
For what is it?..And for what I am fighting for now?..To understand the people around..Like I care about it.
I get up in the morning thinking how to end it...and as always..To satisfy myself..And to make me believe that I am
Alive I say this again and again to myself
"I live for the day
I live like a fire fly
I cry for light and die in the night
It’s the heat from the light which I long for , And die with
And I live for the day
I live like fire fly.
With a dream to touch the light..But I perish!!"

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